“The works of Satan are nothing next to the power of God. So when the Lord tests us as He knows best, we should show our patience and thankfulness. Now then, my child, if His divine will is in accordance to our desire, certainly you will get well. But if He foresees something that we do not know—since as God He sees and judges differently from above—then you will not get well. Nevertheless, we do not lose our reward: it is stored up in His kingdom. So be patient and struggle… Is Satan troubling you? Have patience.

It is in this manner that you should pray: “I, my dear God, want You to make me well so that I may bless and glorify You. Hut on the other hand, if You know differently what is profitable for the salvation of my soul, may Your will be done.” The All-good God, my good child, does not do anything that is not for the benefit of our soul. Whether it be an illness or a temptation, whatever He lets happen to us, He does for our benefit. Many times we grumble, become indignant, and do many bad things. Whereas He, out of His great love, has only our soul’s best interest in mind. For He knows that we are here temporarily and that everything will soon pass. When ibis exile of ours ends and the true eyes of our soul open, then we shall gratefully thank Him for everything.

So then, my good child, always have patience. I am informed that God gave you this trial because of your kindness. Hut whenever He wills, He can take it away.”

– Monastic Wisdom